Haiz..

I wonder if others feel as I do..
I just want to stay at home, play with my kids.. and not be bothered by the many petty things..

Malas..
not lazy but just give up on the idiocy and pettiness of people around me.. maybe I expect too much... lol..

But then I cannot be malas.. because of my children.. because of their future
so I push myself for them
even in the face of the idiocy and pettiness that I face day in and day out..

but now I really must slow down, save my eyesight,
but I have committed to many things and persons.. so need to finish that off.. and then no more

just do what I like

LOL.. as if that can ever happen